Seems like the demon that is called alcohol addiction has struck another person I know, and has possibly ruined his family. I only hope his wife can forgive and work thru this and support him for the sake of his young family. I know she loves him a whole bunch, but you never know.
Had a very short but very intense conversation with Lauren this morning, jail calls are always short. I got confirmation on something I always suspected, but was always told I was wrong. I guess getting hurt by someone you love, and in that hurt finally seeing the truth about someone makes you come clean. On both sides. I have never really known hate, but once Jed is sentenced, I will be glad that I will no longer have to speak to my ex. I had considered selling the house to him to get me out of my heavy debt, but now, I’ll put up with the stress of the payments every month, Lauren will help, and in 5 years when Jed is released. It can get turned over to him and his sister.
It’s been a strange few weeks since “vacation”. I have NO motivation to do anything. I do a few little things, but cannot do this one fucking design for these pain in the butt clients. Stymied. But I do have a bit more of a grasp on some future direction, the passion quest. One day at a time.
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