After the emotions of ted kennedy’s funeral stuff yesterday, the week’s emotions of mom and dad, of Lauren, and finally for me a coming to grips with Jed’s reality that it is going to probably be a long time before I can even get a picture of him let alone a hug from him, today already seems like it will be a void of any feeling day. Of course it is pretty early still, drama queen has not woken, if she is even here. But I feel totally spent. In a few days Lauren will be off to jail, and I can have a rest from that drama, no more yelling on the phone tirades at whomever, no more walking on eggshells so she did not turn that tirade towards me, no more worry if she is going to go off on a drunk. It will be like a vacation. Hell, I may even find my sanity somewhere. So I will sit here and enjoy the rest of the morning, yeah, enjoy is not quite the word. Endure? Well Mike is in NJ, so no enduring him. Endure me? Yah.
On the road, somewhere.
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