tired of chasing jobs, tired of chasing money. maybe it is time to go to a different job. just plain tired, it is not fun anymore.

a nice long one. from all the noise, and pressure and crap. Vacation did not do it. I was under pressure to go go go. I need to stop stop stop. It’s been total crap since I got home from vacation, and I am getting pretty tired of it. The goal for 2009 is to end the drama and noise. I have to formulate a plan and then do it. It may be that I sell the house and dump the debt and the drain on me. then I just have to deal with 2 old people. I think I can do that. getting tired of the drama of daughter. really getting on my nerves. and I am getting tired of the drain of Michael. he is just stressing me too much. Depending on how things go over the next month or so, I may be asking him to leave. I’ve had enough. but… first, lose weight so I can try to land a job somewhere and have a bit more steady income. the web stuff is good, but so stressful, having to constantly take on jobs and things that stress me even more. time to change it up a bit.

and with that. good morning