morning after

it feels just as good. sweetness.
anyway… I have to get some contracts into the hopper here. out of money and no one seems in a hurry to get things done. I’ll bill some today, but I also have to get some crap done, this week. Too many bills. It’s getting to be a huge stress. If I sell the house, I get out from under the debt. But I have to deal with an apartment, and no yard, and stuff that is just not me. I may be able to put up with it for a while, but… do I want to get rid of the only thing that I have for my retirement. If I keep the house, and just work off the debt, I will at least have a place to live and some equity in my later years.
So… well, I have immediate needs to take care of and will do long term soon. just getting tired of the stress.