winter begins

woke up and there was white crap on cars, but it was not real snow. it was some ice drops. I went out the front door just after daybreak, yeah, another sleepless night. I heard what I thought was the wind rustling the leaves, then realized there was no wind. Listen closer, and it was those little pellets from the sky, plinking down. So then I knew that the white stuff was not just a hard frost. It had stopped when I hopped into car to go to the gas station and fill it with that liquid gold. But on the other side of town where I pick up the highway, it was a bit more slick and with bald tires, a bit more “adventurous”. Yeah, I live on the edge…

so.. I guess it is winter. oh boy. paying $450 for 150 gallons of oil today. oh boy. I have $260 in my bank account, and wonder how the hell I am going to cover it, since I know they will deposit the check today. This could get interesting. man… this totally sucks. I get paid tomorrow. man this totally is sucky. I have my car insurance to pay also. No payment plan offered this time, which I am pissed. I am going to send them half anyway. don’t have it all. mega sucky.

But I am healthy. and I have some work, and if I got off my ass I would have some money. but right now, it sucks.